NEW YORK CITY MAY 27.2023
May 27, 2023
Adventures in Nyc. Finding my happiness..A great place to be! I still get the sensation that I am to be there or was in an earlier life. Nyc is my drug of happiness! and I need to let no one take that away. There will always be haters, and demons that take away from me what contributes to my life and those that influence others to make that hate. Sadness, depression I am really more than depressed. My last choice to make my self happy is to my drug of choice and my drug is not myself is myself is not the drug, but go to NYC. Since I first started in 1994 ish...i went to get coffe and sit on the library steps on 6th Ave. I did and a nice looking curly hair young man on roller skates came to me to ask if "I wanted my fortune for the future read" ..i had to think of this "No, I would rather not know, Thank you so much though" . Smiling he left...I talked with strangers and it was so nice to relax and watch the New World to me at that time go by. I was done and walked back to Grand Central got on a train and back home to nothingness. It's like going into another demension what people call space but mine is in NYC...
I must find my joy what little I have now, so I left to find some happiness and sun and energy and life to NYC on Saturday. Street Fair on 42nd and 6th to 53rd, felt so great to be in nyc walking up 42nd street, stopped at the bank, wow has it changed..was Commerce my first bank opening in NYC to M&T now and hey were is the ATM? ok so i had to ask..i felt like a tourist again. Now it would not take my card so I had to ask why? LOL the ATM card goes in Horizontal now...hahhahhaha..ok so now I know...I have to say its been years about 3-4 since I went to NYC. Covid killed alot of travel and so much more. and Nyc changes like the sun in moments..
I got an Arepa...blazzzzzing!
at the street fair now $8..lol , ok used to be $5 but it was blazingly good! I got it went to sit near a water movement , not really a fountain but at W50th near Radio City. Talked with strangers and it was so great. Sometimes here when I'm not in NYC I feel so isolated.
Years ago i had a blog I wish I still had it on my then Website, those files are so lost , it was all my adventures when I started just to go to NYC and find my self. I was a part of everything. Worked in Photography with some of the Legends of Life. and all I have now is the memories, while I still have my mind.! It was a time of Blessings from beyond. I was the one who worked in the clubs photography, and so much more. I began to meet people like me that became friends, but they moved on and so did I.
Alone, always I am in my travels. When I go with someone to NYC I am restricted, for once in my life , I need no restrictions, if I don't want to take a taxi because I love the subway System MTA, ya know I used to bring a sandwich and water and sit in the MTA Subway on the benches and talk with Tourist. It was something about the fastness of the trains, the smell of Exhaust Fumes....the Rat (I though it was a puppy) and it IS me . I had no fear and felt so safe any where in NYC even in the worst section . I come back home, so different...
I'm better now...
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